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Today was ok. Went to school LA. After that hall talk talk. Than go DT. Thought after recess normal lesson as SLS say so but.. haha. Mr Choo's not bad:) But Mr Johnny Tan bettter!!! He joker. LOLs. Saw him ask him why no teach us he say cause they never put him in our class. Ask him give us idea about our this year project (ez-link card holder) he say not scared give those weird weird de or wad. LOLs.

Recess than Lit. Lit le than Science. YEAH! MR KANG!:D Mr Kang also joker sia... LOLs. Before we start la. Hahas:) Than lesson start le. Was quite blur.. So.. Yeah. Have to do self revision. Last was MT. Ms teo talk talk only. Hahas:) After that went to take shirt change. Thn buy drink wanted to go to 1E1 class and than saw Kevin =-=" He called my CHINESE NAME. Zzz. Ignore. He keep calling I ignore until I can't take it. LOLs. Hard to ignore him la... Thn talk talk awhile than I hit him....................... SORRY BAOBAO!! I REALLY REALLY DIDN'T MEANT TO... After that found out go hall so go hall. Orientation started than end at 4.30pm. Saw kevin shout from 3rd floor. Almost shout baobao =x Than stupid ben go shout, " Baobao i love you " zzz. Thn go find mr goh fer tomorrow's presentation than homed.

hahas. That's all
Needa study
BYES

Hellos:)

1st day of sch. EXTRME TIRING

Went to school earlier than last year. 645am LA. After LA assemble. Su lao shi my form teacher and mr tan yurn leong my co-form. SIAN. LOLs. Than principal talk. DAM LONG. After that Mr Teo talk. Was ok. Than pratise FRC than know dismissal road. Recess slack outside class... Class open than sit in register number. After that can change seat. Jaryl settle de. He let me sit myself THANKS!:) After that slack till school end.

School end wait at hall for the orientation dance. Learn learn learn. Than suddenly saw Kevin. Kana shocked:( Thn awhile later head pain. Ask him got water ma dun have i ask can drink green tea he say yes. So took medicine. Than practise awhile break. LOLs. Break go find Kevin. He angry say he not angry. Got emo:( After that practise till end. LOLs. Head was like so pain.

Have to wear prefect tie home..
Zzz...
Okay.. Nothing le..
byesbyes

Hellos hellos...

Okay... About 1.5hrs more 2010 coming. Wishing everyone a happy new year:) Throw away all the unhappiness in 2009 and stay happy in 2010:) May all your wishes come true:)

Okay... Next... Today's Kevin's sister's Birthday:) So..
HAPPY SWEET 8th BIRTHDAY CINDY:)

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Today woke up use com blah blah. Hisyam called than ask me go down. I was like.. Haven prepare. Rushed to prepare than Kevin and Hisyam came up. LOLs. Went to ECP with them. See going rain go bowling. Played arcade. SIAN. Hehe. Than went to play bowling. Starting keep 0. Than later got a bit of score. But don't know why suddenly headache and started to have mood swings... Sometimes play properly sometimes just bomb. LOLs. Desmond came. Than cos Hisyam took 1 turn of mine, he ask me take his. So I do l0r. Anyhow throw. Throw, turn, walk away. They said I strike. Unbelievable. But not help myself strike =-=" Nvm. Wanted to grab carebear for Kevin's sis but than fail. $6 sia. Went to cycle after that. hahas. Desmond roller skate. Keep falling. Should be shoe too big. So we in the end decided to make our way to bedok jetty first.

Saw airplanes and the big big sea... Can't help but cried... Wanted to shout but dare not cause there's alot of people. Hahas. After that cycle out. Saw Desmond. LOLs. He finally reach bedok jetty. We went to hawker centre buy sugar cane and satay. Cos Hisyam cannot eat satay he go buy chicken wing. LOLs. After that finishing Kevin's mum called, i think, so we faster eat and chiong all the way back, pangseh-ed Desmond. PSPSPS! Than we wasted another $20 trying to get carebear.... Total $26 but never take =-=" After that Kevin's dad drive us to Hougang mall. On the way, heard that my classroom will be at 4th floor. I was like WAD THE HELL... LOLs... Than say byebye to hisyam than go choose cake. Choose le go Kevin's house than after that go Popular. Than Kevin send me to bus stop:)

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yesterday was like.. Haiz..
Dad's gf said she waiting for bus than 1hr later ask dad can stay at her godma house for 1 night... Dunno why la but.. Haiz... Dad was angry:( Grandma was like.. scolding dad?
afternoon saw grandma looking at bro's photo.. Haiz...
Mum and Bro don't know now back already ma.....
Or already..
haiz..
I really miss them.. :(

kayes that's all.... Byesbyes...

Claire

Elllos:D

Cut short everything.
Friday went to buy school shoe thn night time when to aunt's house eat turkey. 1st time. not bad. Only ate turkey and vegetarian shark's fin:)
Saturday morning went for the bursary ceremony thingy than stella ask me if I can stay help be usher I say ok. Heng I got bring tie. LOLs xD Thn after finish usher came home went pool and bowling. dunno how play pool. Played bowling instead:) Starting keep throwing ball and got 0 slowly got better and even striked:)

Today morning wake up prepare go Kevin's house. So go there awhile went to giant with his family and him. Buy things than went to his aunt house. Alot of people. kevin and I ran down a total of 3 times to buy stuff for the 1st month. LOLs. Slack than 6pm came home. Went to Sun Plaza find his mum but can't find. Than go washroom. Kevin go in long I scared. LOLs. Thought he pangseh me. But well, he wun:) Came home with Kevin. Ate bathe than use com with kevin:)

Kayes that's all. School going start. Sort of sian. Shoulders and back now very pain. So left hand not much strength. LOLs. Okay... Nothing much:) Shall go now:) Wanna slp lerhs:) Byebyes:)

Bro...
Where are you...
it's 5 days away from your birthday...
Please be back ok???
Jie miss you...
I haven buy you your birthday present...
Please come back so I can bring you go buy ok?

Feel stress all of a sudden...
Feel abandon again...
Tired of life...
Headache here and there...
No one cares me at all..
What I get is just nags and blames...
Thinking back...
How have they treat me?
Give me what I want...
But never give me what I really want...
Same 13 years old..
Others' life are so much better than mine..
I really dunno...
Thoughts are running through my mind..
I just hate myself..
I suppose I can't give anyone happiness...
The disappearance of me from this world is the best...
Nothing happened..
Just feel emo...
Feel stress...
Feel...
Like dying...
Not looking forward towards next year..
Many things happened..
Thoughts' running through my mind..
I dun wanna do this..
But I scared I'm forced to...
I dunno what to do..
But before anything happens...
Baobao, I'm sorrys..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRO:)

PS couldn't wish you happy birthday cos ytd can't use com. I shld say no time. Hahas:)
Anyways, must contact me often h0r:)

Hellos:DDDD Hmmm..

Yesterday went to watch The Storm Warrior. Finally sia;D Happpy:D Actually should watch with kevin and dad's gf but she suddenly got things on thn ask kevin and i go watch whn we playing arcade. Zzz. So we watch ourselves. So we watch. Nice!! But quite anime. Hahas:DDD Thn after tat went to buy dunno wad bread very nice de thn eat. Met HS k0r and YL jie:) So we go gardian. haha. HS k0r and Kevin finally met:DDD Hahas:DD Thn took MRT back with YL jie. Kevin came my house take dinner:) Wanted bring dad to see doc but he dun let:( So let it b lohs. Ytd very very very very childish. I ride horse. Kevin is horse. Hehe:D Like child:D Hahas:D that's all for ytd.

Today baobao go work i nothing to do:( Stay at home wait he finish working... Can't see him... And yet I feel scared due to ytd night nightmare:(( But haiz.. LOLs... Okay.. Byesbyes:DDDD

Hellos:)
Hmmmmm...
Today was fun:)
Woke up eat tang yuan and wait for Kevin to come:D He come le we watch show:) Watch lerhs JJ k0r call me go bowling I say ok. Thn pray le change and wait phone charged finish. CHARGED thn go kovan find JJ k0r. Meet him at the bowling there than I tell him I go eat. So went to eat. Haven 1/4 way I angry dunno why I walk away towards carpark, wanted to die =X. Walked all the way to heartland than recalled I need to buy Teenage. Take le din wanna Kevin come up, wanna he find me HIMSELF but I need the $$. =-=" So he came bought than i din bother him till after his lunch. Finish le go back find JJ k0r. They play bowling. Met Gabriel. LOLs.

After that JJ k0r, kevin and I walked home together... Thn JJ k0r say we slow so I gave him key ask him go 1st. Thn reached home JJ k0r say dun wan stay for dinner I was like WTF?! =-=" Thn played monopoly with Kevin. When I was about to lose, I managed to build house and he gave me:) After that, took medicine cos head pain than we went down buy drinks:D Thn came up slack watch tv:) Bathed and eat dinner. zzz. After that we watched tv then send him down:D

I wan find 1 day go watch movie and cycle before sch reopens. Need my LAST relax:D hahas:D Tomorrow sec 1 registration. No need go. LOLs. Not expecting any KHS students so yeahs... Hahas.. That's alll... Nothing much byes:D

Hello...
I'm bored bored bored...
Waiting to eat..
Went to school today for the HaiNan presentation till 1pm. I was like so dam hungry and tired. Had a little bit of headache. Walk to kovan take MRT to Kevin's house:) Changed thn mac delivery came. So we eat thn gave kevin's sis tuition. Cos Kevin dun wan give her the baby milo thn she angry. Zzz. Teach finish slack:) Bout 5.15pm, she called her mum ask can eat ice cream ma thn her mum say cannot thn ask her go clean floor. She angry shout at kevin ask him close curtain (WTF?) than kevin ignore. Came and shout again thn Kevin almost beat her. Zzz. So they shout here shout there. I packing my bag, want go find kevin i think, she came in. I did a surrender way thn she shout at me, " YOU ALWAYS CARE ABOUT HIM ONE! " Thn point at me no stop. Zzz. I slowly let down my hands, go to the back, clench my fist. Wanted to scold her but tolerated. I stared at her. Than she walk off. Than I go washroom make my hair she said, " GET AWAY! " Than I just walk out. Zzz.

Lols. Okays... I wan go watch my show... Hahas...
Can't wait to see him again tomorrow:D Byesbyes:D

Claire

Bloggin before I sleep... Though I dun feel like... But there are things I wanna say..
Aiyoyo... I wonder if my grandma got tan lian ai before ma... So out dated.. Wad young wad date wad blah blah. Ah pls, now is like wad? Pri alrdy got people stead. Or maybe Kindergarten too... =-=" Nag nag nag. Is not I late can? Go down, bus nvr come until after 30mins... Eat shyt la. She dun understand my feelings de. Dad understand but she don't. Zzz.
So yeahs... We see each other 2 weeks lerhs:) Very happy. I'm trying my best to go see him tomorrow but... That's if it's possible.. If can i wun come home change. I bring clothes go his house change. LOLs.
Now is like.. Cannot 1 day no see him.. But wed to sat can't see him cos he working. Sun confirm can:) He's baby cousin 1st mth:) YEAH:D wed maybe can:DDDD Hahas:D Okays.. That's all actually...
Nothing much . I just hope she can just freaking hell understand.. Haiz.. Tolerating her nags... Learning to tolerate.. Haiz.. Tiring...